Tonight, I’m awake. I am thinking about the future because I cannot control it, and also because I can. I have tried to steer my course before. Sometimes I have failed, and sometimes I have succeeded. So why lose sleep over it? Because it’s stirring me. I am very, very awake.
I am awake because an idea is calling me and my response is pivotal to my future. Is God is saying “Decide what you will have” or does He want to direct me?
Perhaps a good night’s sleep will help give me clarity, but tonight, I am frozen.
