I Am Not A Blank Slate
God knows I am not a blank slate. I have personality and design. I have history and opinions. I have a calling and function. I am open to editing, but not bending of design. This very moment I became aware that in my life exist iron-willed individuals who unwittingly grafitti on my identity. It doesn’t matter that they do so unknowingly, perhaps also by design. The net result is the…
Rooster With A Circadian Problem
i’m blessed to live near a rooster who has a problem with his circadian rhythm. Or, maybe it is more accurate to say he is blessed to live near me because anyone else would have strangled him by now. He crows when it feels “morning-ish”: 1 am, 3 am, or continuously between 4 and 5:30 for good measure. Today he overslept–what, were you tired?–and decided to wake the world at…
Good Morning — or is it?
I woke from a dream that we befriended people we admire they lived next door to us in a new house we moved into. They liked us, and the liklihood of us ever having that kind of proximity to them is next to zero. Still, it was a good dream so I’ll take it. It reminds me of waking out of a peaceful place and finding myself in a hospital…
Imperfect Writing
Dear Ink, It is sad that I’m writing imperfectly, namely because I’m a perfectionist. Nevertheless, I’m a perfectionist who loves you more than to leave another night of inward prose unwritten. I have squandered 22 years of would-be writings because i lacked the time to write eloquently, so tonight, I will at the same time honor you and dishonor you with less than you deserve: imperfect writing. – Pen
Reaching Beauty
Beauty hidden, Beauty escaped, Beauty unreachable, hidden away from prying hands, Beauty alone, Beauty guarded, Beauty bending down to meet you,, Beauty withdrawn…
I’m Locked
— A Poem About Retaining Oneself —
“We are like sculptors, constantly carving out of others the image we long for, need, love or desire, often against reality, against their benefit, and always, in the end, a disappointment, because it does not fit them.” ― Anais Nin